You have to be a success at one point to make a comeback, don't you?


Nevertheless, i haven't visited DA regularly in a long, long time.
i have so many fuckin' messages... 1,655 deviations. Faaaak.

But i miss this site. i miss the friends i have/had here, i miss the art and photos and poetry... i miss it all.


So i'll be stopping by more frequently, at least once a week.
And this laptop is half-decent (the PC i've been using over the past two years is a POS and made going through my watch list absolutely impossible, one of the main reasons i quit spending time here) so i'll start going through that monstrous list of all of your submissions over the past god knows how many months.

i still don't have a working camera, so don't expect to see anything new come from me. Not that anyone was ever rushing to come see my stuff or demanding new output, what was my point? Oh yeah, i'm a bitter, burnt-out wannabe that pawned his digital two years ago for rent $ and never got it back and then broke the mirror (like a dumbass) on his film SLR that following December so i've been without any camera for almost two full years and that makes me want to cry and i really sucked when i had one anyway and everything i've ever wanted to do with myself didn't/isn't working out and i can't remember why i'm not dead yet or why i'm writing this here but it's cool because no one reads journals and fuck this shit i can write whatever the goodgoddamnfuckshitcockpussytwatcunttitt ydickdoucheassgrind i want to write and you can go to hell with the rest of your episcopalian butt-muncher friends.


FUCK.




But yeah, i'll be around more often.

i hope that my friends and favorite artists are still lurking about.

If you bothered to read this, well, you've just wasted your time now haven't you?